I was rereading some of my old messages with Shane and wanted to share this one from back in June.
To: Elizabeth Reifert
From: Shane Reifert
Date: June 24, 2010
Time: 2:46 p.m.
So I'm guessing you're pretty busy lately which is a good thing for you. You're always happier when you have just a little too much on your plate. I'm probably going to be out of touch for a little bit, we'll see. Its 2300 here, I can't sleep. I'm noticing its becoming a bit of a problem for 2 reasons. One, I simply need my sleep, and two, its the fastest time that passes here.
A memory resurfaced today. Me and you going to get a hot n ready from little caesars back at mom and dad's. I miss the simple times, and I think if I let myself I'd probably tear up typing that. I think its funny what we retain. But I do miss that kind of stuff, especially because then we'd usually watch a movie or do something together.
A different time.
My souls getting heavy. I think I'm telling you this because you know what its like to be weighed down on the inside. I love you Bethie.
To: Shane Reifert
From: Elizabeth Reifert
Date: June 24, 2010
Time: 2:56 p.m.
hey buddy,
it says that you're online but i don't think that you really are. i'm at work right now, reading about sex offenders. gwoss.
i was going to message you last night but my internet was down. we had a really bad storm.
i do know what it's like to be weighed down on the inside. you just have to remember that no matter how much you feel as if you are underneath a rock, eventually it will get better. you have to believe that, otherwise it's like the nothing in the neverending story.
i wish i had something to make you sleep. i'd send you some sleepy pills but i know you aren't allowed to have them.
you'll be home to have bad pizza with me soon enough.
i love you, shane michael.